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A sudden thought

Read back some of my old posts
Can't really remember the feeling of the moment when I wrote those
Totally forget what triggered me from writing those post
Haha!
But I'm surprised that my emotion did change a lot in a short period of time
My perspective changed quite drastically in 3 months time
I'm not sure whether that's a good sign or a bad sign
but at least I'm happy and enjoying my life now
Time really can mould a person's personality
As time passes by, people started to show the true selves
I always believe that hypocrites can't hide themselves for too long
They'll show their true faces one day
It's just the matter of time
I admit that I'm sensitive
Usually I can spot a hypocrite earlier than those around me
This is actually not a good thing as people always think that I'm defaming someone
Just because I realise earlier and people don't
I'm not sure if everyone can understand this
but yea... this always happen on me
and in the end,the truth normally proved me correct
Anyhow,I'll still take this sensitiveness as a gift
It saves me time as it avoid me from spending time on those hypocrites

放手有时也是一种获得
我们只有两只手
如果永远握着此时拥有的不放
那就会一辈子没有空闲的手去抓住新的东西
不是喜新厌旧
只是应该放掉令自己不开心的
转而抓住适合自己的人事物
一直固执的抓着原有的东西
又怎能了解不曾体会的人事物
手是能活动的
能握能放
该放开的时候就放开吧
会有意想不到的结果哦！
我体会到了，你呢？

Exam will start on the 29th of Oct and end on the 5th of Nov
Will be in Malaysia on the 17th of Nov
Fellow friends! It's gathering time!!!

没有不爽
只是不想讲太多而已
让你们看到了吧
名副其实善变的双子
如果因为我这样的转变让你们误会了什么
paiseh啦
就这样
要睡了

发现我已不再每件事都要知道
不久前的我，是什么都深怕错过的人
现在已经变成不屑一顾
有点我行我素了
自己开心就好
抱着这个心态过每一天
整个人有点松一口气的感觉
抛开面具后，呼吸也变得顺畅
当然也找到了明白我的人
很谢谢她

HOT HOT HOT!

Happy Deepavali!
So,to celebrate the festival,Yuvha invited us to join for an indian dinner
I cried,coz too spicy
3 old men-Eevenn,Junway and Alex even felt dizzy after having the super spicy dishes
I like their mango lassi and cheese paratha
overall the food is quite nice just that we need much rice and water to counter the spicy food.
Thanks Yuvha for the treat!!!
1st time I had asli indian food LOL
more photos are available on Facebook

是我比同龄的朋友成熟吗？
还是他们比同龄的人幼稚？
这个问题真的无从参考
每个人的定义都不同
所以，一切莫强求
let it be
我知道的是，现在的状况我满意
谢谢关心我的朋友
我知道你们一直都在
你们认识的我还是我
一样的独立
一样的容易适应环境
别担心
我Ok的

13号
黄聪森
生日
半夜
惊喜
蛋糕
晚餐
日本餐厅
豆腐
快熟面
生日快乐

吃吃吃

牛油kaya烘面包
cham
烘太空面包
Popiah
烧肉
猪肠粉
板面

吃得我好饱阿！

“铃....铃....!”
怯！原来是梦 TT

深思

最近领悟到“一个人”另外一面的可爱
一个人不再是寂寞、孤单的代名词
一个人也可以很精彩、自由、潇洒
可能是明白了不可能要求别人了解自己
所以渐渐喜欢上一个人的空间
窝在房间里的感觉此刻不再孤独
看着自己喜欢的节目
哼着自己喜欢的歌
天马行空地想着自己喜欢的东西
不需要在乎别人怎么看我
在我自己的空间里
看到我的只有自己
不需要任何伪装，更不需要面具
我爱怎样就怎样，你吹么？
不是在赌气，只是看清
看清了目前只有家人和走能了解真正的我
总之，我爱上了独处的快乐

不过坦白说，依我这种常喜新厌旧的性格
我不知道我会喜欢这种感觉多久
一个星期？一个月？
毫无头绪
现在开心就好，这是我的宗旨

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人们常说种瓜得瓜，种豆得豆
可是现实里是这样的吗？
付出怎可能永远跟收获成正比?
尤其对“人”，肯定不可能
种瓜得瓜，可是有可能是烂瓜
种豆得豆，有可能是仙豆
世事又怎能尽如所预测的相仿
那么人生也未免太无趣了吧

International Night!

不见了 TT

贴身跟着我两年的吊坠不见了

下着雨的春天

天气逐渐转暖了
第一次感觉到春暖花开的意境
花都盛开的景象好美
让我的心也不经意的开心了起来
一是因为就快可以回家了
二是因为发觉自己有点慢慢克服害怕寂寞这一点
雨已不再让我感到闷闷不乐（星期五下雨除外，网球天）
喜欢下雨的味道
那味道真的很舒服
也说不上为什么
就是很享受，也会刻意把窗户打开
滴滴答答的声音真的很悦耳

I'm surprise for the huge difference too
The gap between less than 24 hours can make my emotion go in a so different direction
Nevermind...in 2 months time,I'll be stepping on my beloved land again
Maybe by thinking this way can make myself more comfortable and fall asleep easier at night

Facing changes again
This time I don't think it's a good changes
These changes make the distance between people further
I'm pretty sure I'm not the only one to notice this
Loneliness seem to be less terrify as it supposed to be
Anyway, this make me cherish those I'm owning now
At least I know there are people care about me =]
I'm curious to know what's next

最爱的花

不知道有几个人是知道我最喜欢的花是什么花
不是玫瑰，不是郁金香也不是百合
我最爱向日葵
忘记是什么原因也忘记是几时开始
我就喜欢，嘻~
别人会希望男朋友送玫瑰
可是我是另类一点的
我希望我未来的男友会送我向日葵
向日葵又称之为太阳花
顾名思义就是一种跟着太阳的花朵
一种只往光亮面看的花
让我觉得它是乐观的花
凡事都往好的地方出发
它很阳光，永远都很快乐
看到它的时候也让我觉得很开心
好像它那充满着阳光气息的能量会转移到我身上一样
所以，我爱它

Have been having holiday since Monday
This holiday is not a pure enjoying holiday as assignments are still going on
and we have a performance to prepare
But still it's still more relax than the normal uni days
Realise that my english level has actually dropped since I came here
No kidding, I use more proper chinese here than I'm in Malaysia
It has been such a long time I din blog with english too
Chinese is always the language that I use to express my inner feeling
So, sorry to my readers that cant understand chinese
Ok la, back to holiday
Drama and youtube seems to be my life these days
Waking up everyday after 11am also become part of my habit
This is simply because there is nothing for me to do in the morning if i wake up too early
Pathetic right....this is auckland
Went to try some new restaurant during the holiday too
Found some nice food and nice place but the problem now is I see budget deficit await :P
Anyhow, glad that it's edi September
3 more months...

最近眼浅了
容易感动流泪
一些小小的片段也能联想到与自己有关系的东西
就连看一些无聊的笑话片也会被感动
通常都在奇怪的点流泪
别人的笑点竟是我的感动点
只能说我的思维很特别
哈~~
可是眼泪只限于感动哦
发觉自己不再因为感到委屈而落泪
是成长的结果吗？
应该是吧。。。
看到的越来越多
也对越来越多事情无动于衷了
可以说是变硬朗了
好事一桩 ：）

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到底20岁的心智年龄应该是怎样的？
我想这问题应该没有人可以有确实的答案吧
曾经有朋友说
“会笑别人老的，是幼稚的
因为他们总不知道有一天自己也是会到达那阶段
所以现在只是胡乱的挥霍着青春”
我赞成，但当然开开玩笑是无所谓啦
我本身是不介意自己的年龄啦
被说老也没关系
认为那是一个必然的人生过程
不过偶尔还是会装作介意来搞搞气氛
嘻嘻~
所以阿
大家趁年轻好好享受吧
要不然过些日子就要高唱“我的青春小鸟一去不回来”咯

冷眼

幼稚？
无聊？
坏心眼？
或者他们根本不当对方是朋友？
身为朋友的
应该在那种情况下煽风点火吗？
那时候该做的其实应该是平息战火才对啊！
双方打起来对自己有什么好处呐？
不是朋友的怀着看好戏的心情也就算了
自己的朋友也抱着这种心态还真是悲哀啊~
又不是十几岁的毛小孩
思想应该符合年龄吧
值得庆幸的是她身边还是有成熟的朋友

唉~总而言之
今天一事让我觉得我很幸福
我身边陪着的都是真心的朋友
福气啦！

应该只有走的力量才能把我拉回来吧
每次在悬崖徘徊的时候
都是走的话把我拉回那平坦的陆地
别人的十句还不够她半句的力量
很高兴我也有能依赖的人
我依赖她的程度大到我自己都吓一跳，哈哈~
照顾人多了，此刻写着的时候，
多年来累的感觉一拥而上
虽然前几天才有个人说会习惯的
可是我觉得我应该不会那么轻易的习惯吧
突然好想听一听走的声音
好想看到她
好怀念她大大力地打我
好想跟她一唱一和
好想揶揄她
我感受到了，她想我的心情
走~
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近来发生了一些意想不到的事
我自己也有了意料之外的感受
说不出具体的原因
连自己也不知道那感觉到底是什么
只知道中间参杂了一些些自卑的成分
不过我知道我一定要好起来
不想因为我而令到气氛那么怪

开心
今天应该是开学以来最开心的一天了吧
说了好多话
明白了一些事
叙了叙旧
弄清楚了某些事
也知道了一些以前不知道的事
感谢那些让我感到窝心的好朋友
没有你们的日子
真的不知道该怎么过
果然距离不足以分开我们
近在咫尺的朋友们当然也扮演着很重要的角色

今天才发现
原来走说的话是没错的
不必改
因为这就是我

朋友对于我的定义
无时无刻的在变化
好的变化
现在需要做的
应该就是珍惜了

他们不喜欢歇斯底里，
不喜欢痛哭失声，
不喜欢安慰别人也不怎么喜欢被安慰。
因为他们懂得，谁也无法真正理解另一个人。

所以，我是不是应该根据这个来对待？

爽爽来一篇

最近总觉得气氛怪怪的
可是好像有说不上是哪里怪
有一点有心无力的感觉
幸亏已经学到放下了
要不然此刻的我应该会陷入苦恼
知道每一个人都有情绪低落的时候
而且不是每一个人都善于表达
不同的人有不同的表达方式或甚至选择不表达
不善言语的人不少
喜欢自己一个人沉淀自己的人好像更多
其实作为朋友有时候可以选择减低自己的求知欲
默默地在背后给与信任与鼓励好像也不错
适时的关心才不会让别人觉得抗拒吧
努力地了解朋友们的习性后
跟他们相处起来也容易了许多
每个人周围都有他们自己预设的地雷
了解与熟悉后你就会知道确实的位置
此刻必须做的就是别触碰到
以免把自己炸死
跨过地雷区
迎接自己的就是他们温暖的笑脸了

希望每个人能有效地提升自己的地雷探测器咯
加油！

2nd semester commencing soon

It's already Saturday
New semester starting soon on next Monday
Time will be occupied with lectures and assignments again
No more youtube every day and night

Last semester was nice
and glad that I chose to stay in uni hostel in the 1st place
If not I won't be able t0 meet them
Would like to keep most of the feeling just between me and myself :P
anyway,grateful and appreaciate

SING SANG SUNG!

Finally went sing k...
the 1st proper k i went since i arrived in nz!
wah wah wah~
So nice, so syok, SO enjoyable!

无聊的结果

有时不得不佩服自己的联想力
看到或听到什么都能把它联想到跟自己有关系
这能力到底是好是不好？
走说，对她来说我是很好的一个人
非常感谢她对我的肯定
让我感到心头一阵暖
说真的，从来没有过这种feel
不禁想一想，我有让我的朋友感受过吗？
值得探讨一下哦~

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不懂谁说过
只有你在乎的人才会令你有emotion
没错
那我觉得我在乎的人事物有点超标了
现在该做的应该就是想办法别在乎那么多
有时搞得自己身疲力尽不大值得
因为感觉有点把熱脸贴冷屁股
被泼得一身冷水的滋味并不好受
先跟你们说一声，我没在emo
只是很冷静的在分析而已
好吧，要好好下功夫了
控制控制自己的热情
哈~！

人格

日久见人心
这句话验证了很多次
可是人往往还是会先以貌取人
可能是人的五官构造造成的吧
眼睛毕竟比心长得高
人还是先用看的

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我觉得
自己是看不清楚自己的
不知庐山真面目，只缘身在此山中
人对自己的定义，通常是比较肤浅的
自己到底是怎样的人，终究需要别人告诉你
当然，能告诉你的也不可能是一般人
跟你没一定的熟悉度是不会了解你的
我很庆幸我已经找到这样知心的朋友

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突然感觉到被重视
说真的，感觉超爽
既然知道被重视很好
那就该以彼之道，还彼之身

Super Nice Christchurch trip

I'm back from a 6 days 6 nights trip to christchurch
It's reli fun and relaxing at the same time.
I love this trip!!!
Credits to Huang Tsung Sen,Jay Chuang and Jay Luo for their time to bring us around.

Day1

arrive there around 10am
Tsung Sen and Jay Luo came to fetch us from the airport to Tsung Sen's house
Play Wii in his house and enjoyed lunch cooked by Huang mama.
Left his house to check in our motel(cherry tree) at about 2pm.
Tsung Sen,both Jays brought us to walk around the city after we dropped off our luggage
The city is nice,to be sincere,i prefer there more than auckland.
Went pak n save to buy our breakfast for the whole trip and then head back to motel to unpack
Dinner at 福临门
Went back to Tsung Sen's house to play Wii
the rabbits game super funny...lol

Day2

Had microwave pizza as breakfast,unique soft crust pizza as we din see the direction to cook when we bought it. Suppose it needs oven to make it crispy...haha
Went orana wildlife park...cant really remember when is the last time i stepped into a zoo
Fed a giraffe and watched tiger feeding.
otters and meerkats are just too cute
Left the park in the afternoon and went for bubble tea
the waiter look like cheryl...LOL
Head back to his house for Wii again..haha!
Japanese ramen as dinner and had some nice Dorayaki.
Jay Chuang brought us to cashmere to experience the night view of Christchurch
me and Irene got shocked by him on the way to the place....sudden break and shout omg
It was a breath taking view
Love it
Back to his house for Wii again before we went back to motel

Day3

Fried egg with bacon for breakfast and played touch nose while waiting for Jay Luo
Had vietnamese lunch and went FerryMead Heritage Village after that.
Met a super enthusiastic staff there...fully explained all about planes to them.
Bought some cheap Cookies Time biscuits before heading to Sumner seaside.
Took some photos on a super high rock.
Dinner was malaysian cuisine
Went ice skating after that....fall for N times...I have poor balancing...TT
Back to motel and ate tasty cream puff to comfort my aching body...haha!
Tsung Sen stay with us that night and played some word guessing game

Day4

1st trip that allowed us to sleep till that late...woke up at 10 something and realised I got nothing to do...play with hp till fall asleep again
wake everyone up for lunch
Tsung Sen and Jay Luo brought us to a mall for lunch
Me and Irene had HK style lunch while the guys had KFC
My sweet and sour pork was super red
Kendrick went a little bit mad bout the not so tasty KFC...lol
then we went to the arts gallery and museum
it's quite nice actually but not everyone likes it...hehe
after that we just walk around the city without any purpose and finally stopped at Starbucks for coffee.
Played touch nose there too..hehehe
had chinese style dinner and went asia minimart to buy cup noodles(lunch for ski)
Stir fried mushroom as supper ^^

Day5

went skiing and fall for N times again
tasted snow and it's like ice kacang..haha! tasted it when I fell
Thanks Tsung Sen and Jay for being patient as me and Irene fell for sososo many times and make them wait.
Thank you to some strangers that help me to get up in the middle of the slope too
Most regards to the kind hearted staff that guided me down the slope
I was so hopeless that time until I met those staffs....Amithaba...
Luckily the snow was soft...nt that painful when i fall compare to skate
only had choc bar as lunch
fell asleep on the shuttle back from Mt hutt to christchurch
knocked my head twice on the window while I was in the middle of my dream
HK style dinner (spotted a beauty)
Went to Tsung Sen's house and watched one epi of Super Natural
Head back to motel to pack our stuff and sleep early as everyone was exhausted

Day6(last)

Check out at 10am and went to Tsung Sen's house
Only me and Wey was awake and playing Wii
the others all fall asleep on the couch
China noodles as lunch
Love the ShangHai Xiao Long Bao
Thx Jay Chuang for the powerade
Finally I found substitute for 100Plus
shop for a while and went to sport centre to swim and spa
so syok to swim in a heated pool
7 adults acted like small kids,stick with floats and follow the flow of the wave...funny and nice XD
Had unagi don as dinner,super nice!
Thx Jay Luo for the bubble tea after that
Bye Bye Christchurch at about 10pm


Lastly,I would like to say...I FOUND FRIENDS HERE!!!!

Yay! Tml will be my 2nd time to board a plane.
A short flight journey though, 1.5 hours.
Wont be able to see you guys online for 6 days
I'll enjoy the trip fully!
Glad to go out with bunch of friends
Excited neh!!
Most probably will update bout the trip in my next post
but no guarantee la,i might just too lazy.
haha!

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王妃！！！

超帅超酷超好听！！！爱死他了~~！